Thursday, February 18, 2010

nothing secret...is ever secret.

Trust.

Ugg. Why is that such a hard concept for me to grasp?? Maybe its because I think of all the experiences and what i believe trust means. Maybe its because of all the people who have hurt me, and have abused my trust, taken advantage, and so on that I'm having a hard time letting someone wholeheartedly in life and ultimately trusting and have faith in. People lie, sin, gossip, cheat, confess, rumors, share secrets, break promises and so on...I wouldn't be surprised if I wasn't alone with having issues with wholeheartedly trusting God.

This is where I need to remember that my relationship with Christ is like no other relationship I've experienced here. Yes, there are pieces and glimpses of Him within people and moments here, but He is like no other. He is God, my savior, the one I CAN trust. He is the one I should cry to, to confess to, to share secrets with, and believe He won't tell, will give me comfort, and will love me nonetheless.

Without Him, I am weak. I am learning and growing to trust Him.

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