Driving. Something I feel like I will always dislike immensely. This is crazy. When i was driving a couple days ago late at night avoiding all the zillions of construction cones, I realized something. I am closest to God when Im driving. Strange huh?
It was a really weird realization. And I do this EVERYTIME i drive. I found myself the entire way home battling myself in the head.."I cant do this. Just stop. No keep going. I need to stop. I cant drive. I hate this. Keep going. what 20 minutes left? Keep going. No stop. Pull over." and on and on. I swear the entire time I am battling this conversation the whole way. Its terrible. I feel like Im having a battle with God and me or the devil or something.
Is this a battle I am going to have everytime I drive at night? or winter?
I know everytime I get in a car, I praise God and pray for safety. Every semi I pass I pray to God and thank Him. Is this the devils way of trying to get me to by triggering the thoughts of stopping, turning around...ect?? Because I hope not. I would LOVE to get in a car and just drive. But this battle goes on n on.
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